Mangekyou no Namida

Chinese New Year Eve of Eve

Dbl O. Hip hop! Stupid Cheryl.... School uniform bash at Momo make us go Dbl O. No kinky shit. Haiz. Hip Hop I like... Hip hop crowd... HAIZ... SIAN ZI BUA. If not for Jansen sharing cab with Cheryl..... First time I had sehz sehz feeling. Hahaha walk also can't walk straight. Kana giap by door.

Chinese New Year Eve.

FWAH! WAR ah.. Went Chinatown with the beloved couple and their friend, Winnie. Not my mei. I really felt like it's a war zone. People pushing and squeezing, to charge to the front of the mua chee store. $3 one plastic bag full. BUT EVERY STORE ALSO SELLING!!! So kan cheong for fuck. The $1 coconut was very nice! I love cocouts.. Hee hee HAPPY!

Sherilyn bought a sticky "sai" ( shit) for Simon. You will see that this is a destined move for Simon... Hahaha ( To be con't)


At one point, our direction of people were stuck. Those in the other direction were "stronger" and they moved... Shannon ( last guy of our group, we were in a single file) passed a message to the front ( I was the first), "The aunty behind me very funny." The moment I heard the message....
"大家加油！我们不要放弃！！我们可以的！我们一定要往前冲！不可以输给他们！(them refering to those people in the opposite direction)" Raising her fists as she shouts, like a politician! Hahaha. Then she started pushing... and we moved along haha. Then as she pushed she apologised hahaha! "Sollie Sollie...我们也是这样..." So cute the auntie.

Fried carrot cake in Chinatown "food street" is very nice!

On the way back to the car, saw one couple of gays across the street. YUCKS! At first, the ang moh holding the ass of the botak Asian guy. Then I nudged Shannon, "Eh. Gay Gay!!" Same moment... They started kissing away, leaning on the back of a lorry. WA KAOZ! I can see they really buay tahan(can't stand it) liao... Urge too strong. French Kiss LA! HOW SICK! Then I imagine my tongue in a guy's mouth or his tongue in mine.... YUCK! NO WAY MAN! I CAN NEVER BE GAY! NONONONO! TOO SICK for me. They started holding hands and flagged for cab. Realising they can't, they stopped holding hands and managed to get one. Poor auntie cab driver...... Visual torture.

Played fireworks. Damn happy night. Reached home at 730am. Sleep 3 hours.

CNY Day 1

Normal visiting at normal place. At Grand auntie's house played mj. Lost 7 bucks and a pair of shoes. WA KAOZ! Went out of the house then I was stunned! WHERE IS MY SHOE!!! KNS.... Someone mistook my shoes for his... Mine is NEW LA! Only wore it a few times. All those left behind are old and crumpled. Sian. What luck.

Mahjong $7
Shoes $35
Look on my sian face.. priceless

At night, Shannon called. "Heng! Wan go Winnie's house play card?" "Don't want la. Another late night, very shagged leh."

End up I still went haha!
Attendance: Shannon, Sherilyn ( My fav couple.) Simon ( The destined poor guy because of the CNY eve shit) Winnie ( The married host) One other couple which I forgot their names. Winnie's younger sis.

Started with some playstaion crap. (Simon brought it)

Then played "In between"

Rules of the game ( for those who don't know, those who know can skip):
Pot of money in center. Each put 20 cents in pot for joining the round.
Each gets two open cards. Starts from left of dealer. The player bids for any amount in the pot as his ante. If the newly opened 3rd card is in between the original 2 cards, he wins the money. If not, he adds an equivalent of his ante to the pot. If the 3rd card coincides with his 2 opened cards, he pays double to the pot. He can choose not to ante if his cards SUCKS.

Simon lost about 20-30 bucks at first. Then, he got a 3 and a K. Pot had like 15 bucks. So happily he went "everything". Wahahaha He got a K and had to pay double. Then 10 mins later, he got a 4 and a K. Hoping to recoup, he ante 20 bucks. (pot has like 30, he scared double so didn't dare to "everything") He got a K again! HAHAHAHAHAA SUPER SUPER DUPER SUAY! Then he left, because he ran out of 20 cents to play! Then Winnie's hubby told him, "You have to play cause later if they don't wanna play and the pot has so much money. They can split the money and not let you join." Hahaha. Then the 7 of us started contemplating about the 100 bucks in the pot, mostly contribute by Simon. Hahaha. (thanks for the reminder!) Simon went back to play his playstation. Then we played for like 30 mins more of FRIENDLY game. Hahaha. 7 happy souls and 1 sad man. Hahaha.

Reached home at 7am AGAIN! Faint. I am losing my beauty sleep.

CNY Day 2

Woke up at 12 noon. Went to kitchen to drink some water. Came back to my room. EH! Why no one at home? They went visting WITHOUT ME!!! Why didn't they wake me up!?! Checked my phone... Time: 1801. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT's NOT 12 NOON! IT'S 6 IN THE EVENING! Called mummy. *no answer* Called miao. They already at uncle's house playing mj! ARGH!!!! I bathed, washed up and went to Yishun. Reached North Point and bought Mac. KNS called them on the phone for like 30 mins no answer or off their phones. Dad, mum, 2 sis, cousin. ALL no response. *faint* I walked around the blocks. Only been there once, so had to REALLY squeeze my brain juice. I managed to find it! Hahaha Based on my vague memory. But I walked for 30 mins.

Faint. Shannon went Plasma. I choose to stay home tonight. 3 late nights = no beauty sleep. I need to recuperate. Lost 13 bucks at mj. Very big leh they play. Stress. I need to brush up my mj skills.

MY FINGERS KANA GIAP BY THE BLOODY TOILET DOOR! Fking pain la! The meat dent all the way to my bone. KNS!

My elbow kana cut by the clothes shelves at OG!

I am a weak drinker. I need to level up.

I wanna learn dancing leh. NOT SOCIAL DANCE.

I wanna sing well, but hard. My voice sucks

I wanna win Toto.

I have new motivation for gymming. I need to update my financial news. I need to start reading up analyst reports.

Send your boys to play tennis at professional tennis schools at a young age.
Pros:
1) They might grow up to become a world class tennis pro and earn big bucks.
2) They might save 2 years of their lives from pointless stuff. (Waste of time...)
3) They might get endorsements if they look good as well.
4) They might get super model girlfriends.

Cons:
1) It's not cheap sending them to such schools.

Pros > Cons.
SEND SEND SEND!!!

People who are nervous about public speaking should first have penetrative sex to ease the stress -- masturbation is unlikely to have the same effect -- a study has found.
Mr Stuart Brody, a psychologist at Britain's University of Paisley, compared the impact of different sexual activities on blood pressure when a person later undergoes a stressful experience. Penetrative sex was far more effective in this regard than masturbation or oral sex. But those who had abstained completely from any sexual activity had the highest stress levels and blood pressure of all. --AFP
(Today Jan 27, 2006)

Food for thought. Haha

ARGH!!! Why WHy WHY is it so crooked? Why is this world so cocked-up? Do you know that some of the most beautiful people can be found on the streets of Geylang as hookers? ARGH what a waste!!!! I can't take this man. I hate that place. Imagine them wasted by ah peks! ARGH!!!! Why can't they make use of their beauty in a better way....sian. What a fucking waste. Can't stand it.

Went Icekimo, (along Sin Ming Road, in Sin Ming Center) with KCY on Thursday. Recommended by his friend, so we went to check it out. It's a good chill out place, if you live in the area, or if you drive. Even though it's a little out of the way for me, I don't mind going there often. The ice cream is nice. Let you guys drool a little...This is mine! Teh tarik ice cream and Tiramisu. The Teh Tarik is nice on its own la, so ordering it with waffle was not a good choice. However, it's nice on its own, I shall show you why in a while. Tiramisu is not bad. But I really like the waffle.KCY's waffle with two scoops. His is Teh Tarik and Super Lime. I tried his Super Lime. I think they should change the name to SUPER DUPER WHOOPER LIMEY LIME! Wa piang eh, pregnant women should like it la. Notice Teh Tarik AGAIN. Told you it's nice.

Went shopping today with bro. Was at MOS Burger resting our legs and beside us was this mother with a toddler in the MOS Burger baby chair. The only words i heard the baby said was "Mum Mum ( eat eat)." Then the mother left to wash her hands i think, the MOS burger uncle went over to the table and he wanted to clear the tray. Amazingly stupid thing happened here. First, he wanted to clear the tray, but realised there is still SOMEONE at the table, the baby. I suppose they teach them at MOS Burger to ask before you clear the tray. So next thing was the uncle turn to the baby and asked with a smile, " Can I clear the tray?"

WA KAOZ!!!! HOW STUPID CAN ONE GET!!! VOID OF COMMON SENSE LEH. I was like slapping my forehead non stop (mentally). Wa piangz I couldn't get a grip on myself at that point.

Then we moved to PS, again problems with tray clearing. One thing that I can't understand is, why must they clear the tray when the table is still occupied? ( This occurs not only in MOS. I am not complaining about MOS because it is still my favourite fast food outlet. ) Every time this happens, I would observe the person commiting such acts. Conclusion: In an attempt to cut cost by employing 2 categories of people ( I do not mean the youngsters such as secondary school kids), fast food chains and food courts are compromising on their services provided. There is no point providing a smile at the counter and receiving a frown at the tables. After-sales services are still important. I understand that they want to clear the tray so they can hand over a cleaned seat to the next customer in a shorter time. AGAIN we see the emphasis on before sales but negligence on after sales services. WHAT THE FUCK. You mean you ka-ching our $ into your cashier, whether we eat or play ping pong with your fishballs you won't care?

Oh ya, I am sick of having fast food with overcooked vegetables. And I thought they have like only 30minutes worth of shelf life. Ya. Apparently I am very much wrong.

Just now, I was wondering which noisy lorry is parked downstairs at a weird hour. 12 plus. I kaypohed. It's actually a police car. WA Police car so noisy one. The engine so loud machiam like lorry. Those of you who wishes to race a police car, you better zhng your car better. Hahaha! Unless you're in an Enzo. There was this non-chinese man lying beside this car. I couldn't make out much more details beside him being a non-chinese. One policeman and one policewoman was beside him and he looked dead drunk. Hmm, now I know how policeman attempts to wake one up. *tug tug sleeve* *use feet nudge arm* *clap clap* I think the policeman is very nice la. If it's me, I'd pour cold freezing water on the bugger. Anyway, I sian, then went wash hair. I came out, the lorry sound still there. So I kaypoh part 2. One more police car. This time 4 policeman, 1 policewoman and the man standing with arm crossed. (Defensive pose) *copying IC (my deduction coz can't really see clearly) I told my friend on MSN after, she was like "What a waste of resource over ONE drunk man." But my guess was someone dial 999 so the nearby patrols responded, happened to be two cars. I actually help defended their resource allocation. I am amazed with myself, as I thought complaining was my own ability. Hahaha

I am thankful for the invention of money. In light of all destruction and damage caused by human greed for wealth, I am still nonetheless thankful for money.

I am gonna leave aside the usual theories on how money has made our economies grow. Wow wow clap clap good job. Whatever. I don't really care about how the economies grow. What we all care about is how much our own bank account grows.

What is success? How do you measure success? I measure it by the amount of money. Ya I LOVE MONEY. In darkness, the thought of glittering diamonds and shining gold brightens up my life. In happiness, money helps one to be happier, allowing him to do what he wants in celebration of his happiness. With money I know I can do wonders. Without money, everything to me are only wonders.

In a search of money:
I believe that everyone who is serious about his quest to being rich should have a philosophy in mind. Besides that, a set of principles as well. Like every company that has a vision and mission statement, an individual should have one as well. One should not compromise on his ethics, though an ethical is hardly differentiable from a non-ethical act. What we can differentiate are only between lawful and unlawful acts. To me, as long as it gets me there, I wouldn't mind crossing some lines.

Steve Forbes said that the younger generation of today knows what they want with their lives and set upon carrying out the change, comparing to his generation of protests and rallies. I was reading the piece of news and I wondered if he was addressing only to the people of USA. Singaporeans seem to have a "foolproof" plan for supposed success. Study hard, go to university, graduate, work hard, earn money. Everyone seems to believe that this is the path for wealth. Wealth is relative, if everyone does the same thing, how much richer can you get?

TAKE RISK PEOPLE! I mean calculated risk. I stick by my motto of get rich or die trying. Because of my lifetime quest to gain wealth, I have chosen some sacrifices in life. No more shall I whine.

(bullshit entry WAHAHAHAH)

I am super depressed. I don't know why. I just feel so alone. I feel like picking up the phone and call someone and I realised I have no one to call to. I feel so lost and cold and lonely. Haiz. I hate this feeling. Few of my good friends had crossed over to the other side. I am happy for them yet sad for myself. I think I am selfish ba. Haiz. It's just the mentality that once they cross over the line, we will always have a line seperating us. And I don't want to bother them.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! kaoz.

Don't say le. Lucky I have you to write to.

I hate holidays because I have to keep racking my brains for things to do. I hate feeling bored.

I hate school days becuase I have too many boring things to do. I feel deprived of fun and excitement. I hate feeling bored.

Haiz. No fun in my life. No fun at all. Cai Shen Ye can let me win toto? Hahahaha. Put all the money in dividend paying shares and leave of dividends and bonds.

BORED.

When I am sailing, I will crave for thunderstorms. Only in strong winds can one gain excitement. I love the feeling of speed, like on a motorcycle, the wind rushes past you. Hiking out, struggling to keep your boat flat and enduring the pain and aching calls of your muscles. Riding waves and hopping onto the next wave. The feeling of the rain hitting on your face and the splash of the waves on your body. It's a nostalgic feeling. I don't sail as often now. Nor do thunderstorms or strong winds come often when I sail. Haiz.

I remember how I had come to love sailing and the sea during my JC days. I joined sailing because Patrick asked me to join him. That's how it all started, and soon I grew to love it. I loved it more because the sea soon became my best friend. I would forget my woes while sailing. Even if I'm stressed out, I could always vent my frustration at my opponents during competition. It's the only time when I can shout my throat out at someone and still exchange smiles at the end of it. Sports, a wonderful invention to justify vulgarities.

I love rainy days. I enjoy walking or running in the rain. The feeling of cold droplets hitting onto me. It clears my mind. It freezes my heart.

It has been raining alot for the past few days. So cold. My mood seemed to be dampened by the cold weather. How the weather rains for the whole day and only stops at night... -.- Haiz. How I wished the weather would allow more activities to go on so I will not be so free till I start to allow my mind to wonder. I hate rainy days. I hate feeling cold. I need a hug. It makes me feel lonely and cold. It makes me bored. It makes me sleepy. And I don't wanna sleep no more cause I am having a headache from sleeping too much.

I hate rainy days.

Surprises Surprises.

Supposed to be going to Sentosa on Sunday. To the bEACH!!! But surprise surprise, rain whole day. -.-'''

Cancelled last minute. BUT since Shannon had planned a birthday surprise for Sherilyn in the evening, things have to go on.

Changed meeting location to PS and changed time to 3pm. Due to rain and knowing the pattern of this group of friends, I made myself late for half an hour. WA KAO! How can they manage to better me each time? They were late for 1hour (earliest). The latest friend came at 5pm. -.-''' Okie I lost. We met outside the arcade. And DAMN the catching toy machine tempted us and made us lose a few coins. They purposely put the bloody toy hanging by the edge but loosen the grip on the pincers. Wa a way to win money on human psychology, Oh yeah... we fell prey to it. Almost ten bucks was spent trying to push the stupid toy into the hole. CHEATS! Or rather to ourselves.... STUPIDS!!!

Sherilyn wanted sushi. Secret birthday girl gets her way. We all like japanese food. The quality of the japanese food was good. Try a piece of their maguro sushi, observe the color, eat the meat, hmm this is a restaurant. Hahaha the fun starts when Big Tan tried to add soy sauce into Shannon's Ocha. But Shannon saw it in time. It didn't taste that bad... Hahaha soon we played Zhong Ji Mi Ma in the bloody place. Only 3 of us played la. So fun to dare people and see them suffer. Well I started losing first. Stephen was the judge and it is obvious where the number will lie when you see him hestitate. I guessed the number and was planning to "giap" Big Tan then I suay suay, before I could, kana giap by Shannon. ARGH!!! Wanna know the forfeit? Wasabe sushi. URGH! I cut half with my chopsticks and ate half... I can't tahan.First you chew, it was still alright, only abit nua nua. Then the choking feeling starts to come, you tear, you don't dare to breathe in through your nose. Okie that's it... DRINK MORE OCHA! Take it like a tablet. Shannon tried the other half of my wasabe sushi as it became the next round's forfeit. He drank the green tea earlier than me. But I know it's not that relieving at all.

On to Heeren's, jam pack four people into the back seats of his dad's new Vios. DAMN SQUEEZY! I almost had a butt cramp. Had to reach by 8. But the other actors were late too! -.-''' Best. Then Shannon wanted to give us a surprise too. So smart him did not give us any idea on what is happening. Then on the spot giving us our lines. *piak forehead* Cause he ask me and Big Tan to say the same thing. kaoz.

Shannon : So what we do now?
Big Tan : You decide.
Shannon : So what we do now?
Me: Your decide.

-.-'''

Can make it more obvious....?
So ya basically the plot flowed like that the whole night. Stephen was quite good at stalling time in Hello shop though. Ivan? Almost dead due to clubbing the night before. Hahaha.

So blah blah blah skip things that happened in Hello shop cause I am late for school. Then we went ktv! WOW WOW WOW SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE!
I was WOW-ED! Sherilyn had this super chio bu friend inside waiting. *faint* Eh... really late, tell the rest next time... hahaha

Why this blog title?

Mangekyou no Namida = 万華鏡　の　涙 = Tears of kaleidoscope.

A kaleidoscope has many images. It shows a different image each time you shake it. I think perhaps it reminds me of the multi characters I have. As such I don't know myself. Sometimes I wished I can know myself better.
At times, I will enjoy attention. At times, I will enjoy hermit-ism.
At times, I will be happy for no reasons. At times, I will be sad for no reasons.

Do not underestimate the human mind. Do not underestimate the human heart. Both combined, it gives you the greatest complexity on Earth.

Why tears? Why not something happy? Haha don't ask me why. Because I am bored or sad 3 quarters of my life so far. That's why. And also it's a long time since I cried. So maybe I need somewhere where my tears can flow. HERE! And besides you will never know which personality of mine is crying in here since it's virtual.

I recalled my army days, during the standard obstacle course where I had fears crossing the Jacob's ladder. (Sidenote: I realised the actual Jacob's ladder is different from the SAF one. So perhaps SAF should consider renaming the obstacle to its right name. The one I went through a made of logs, stacked into a triangular shape, you go up from one side, over the tip of the triangle and down the other side.)

Okie, I have fear of heights and I am a pussy, ya so? I can't be bothered with what you think of me. Okie, back to thoughts. I remember the first time when I went up, I was scared when I reached the top, I did not dare to cross the tip. It is easy to balance when you are going up. But once you reached the top, the crossing over was the hard part. I hestitated for like 2-3mins. Once I crossed, the fear disappeared. I was asked to try again because I hestitated. So I did the obstacle with more conviction this time. So I could run through the obstacle.

I will always remember experiences in life where I learned lessons from. Typical lesson one would draw is a lesson on confronting your fears and overcoming them. Me? Yeah I drew a similar one. I drew a reminder from the incident too. Things that are wrong always have this certain appeal. ( Oh hell just agree if you're normal. Unless you're this geek then you have the right to disagree.) It's like bad boys, why do bad boys always have that appeal? It's like smoking girls, why do they always have this appeal? You put a non-smokingl hot chick with a smoking hot chick, the smoking one will appeal. AND OF COURSE SMOKING IS BAD! It kills.

But yeah, bad things always appeal to me. How do I control my urge to murder someone? How do I refrain myself from robbing the banks? Beside the laws, it's also experiences like this that strongly remind me that after the "first time" barrier, I will have no qualms about doing it again. So control yourself, prevent yourself from crossing the line the first time. That way you can hold yourself back better. It's like smoking and drinking, etc.

一次生，两次熟。 I know I used the wrong chinese idiom, this means things get better after practice, but I don't really care.

I am getting addicted to Lee Hom's songs. Some songs when you hear them for the first few times, it sounds nice. However, as you listen more and more, you grow damn irritated of the song. One such example is 童话. It is damn irritating!!!! Like when is the bugger gonna stop with his bloody chorus... He's like singing the song that never ends. On and On forever. Some songs when you hear them initially, you'll not find them catchy or nice. But after some repeats, they will become your ear candy. I like such songs, as I can put them on repeat mode. I like lasting songs where you discover new things about the songs as you listen to them more and more. It's like finding a partner I guess. Some will attract you alot initially, but soon you'll lose interest if she's like 童话. I like Lee Hom's songs. I admit I don't know music, so I'm not acting like I know. I just like the various components he uses in his tunes.

Woke up damn early today. 700am. I slept at like 500 last night. JB JB JB~ Hahaha I didn't realised it's this cheap to travel to JB. Sorry, pampered by car rides all these while.

The prata was nice! Not some dirty, by-the-road kind of stalls. They had really good service. Most importantly, the prata was huge, crispy on the outside, nice thin dough on the inside. Very loose as well. And only 80sen ringgit per piece.

Shopping is damn cheap in JB. I think I will go often. Bought 3 tees. Took the train back. Hahaha. All of us like sua gu. Try out the train.

Cut my hair today. ( Not at JB though) No more long hair. SHORT! Really short. Don't believe I'll show you. NAH! SHORT!!!!

2006 New Year Resolutions : None.
Reason : I am resolved. WAHAHAHA

Okie I have been wondering about this for some time. Notice the people who celebrate the arrival of the new year, they are mostly old. Old meaning at least at their late teenage years.

I know of course it is possible to drink, smoke and watch R21 films illegally. But normally people celebrate their "riping" age as they can finally do it legally. Considering that's been done, WHY do one still wanna grow old then?

Everytime when it's like 30 seconds to the new year, I start to have flashes of random thoughts in my mind. Why are we happily counting down and cheering on, when we are like counting down to represent that we are one year closer to death? I mean, what so happy about that. You will be one year older. NO LONGER YOUNG SOON..... So ya, go ahead and cheer for the arrival of death. I DON'T WANNA GROW OLD! I DON'T WANNA DIE. THIS WORLD IS TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR ME TO LET GO. Hahaha. Joking la.

2 more hours to end of 1st day of 2006.

I am drained. Very drained.

Sentosa Siloso NYE was not up to my anticipation and expectation. Had a portable BBQ with crap food again! Hahaha on Siloso Beach. Fun. Prawns with sambal was nice. After that, ya, NYE party.

26 bucks entry with one free drink. We entered and I WAS SHOCKED! Not by waves of bikini babes. Nor by grand decor. But by the crowd. Not by its size. By its COMPOSITION! Ratio of 8:1.5:0.5 (Bs : Sg Man + A** M** : Sg Girls) Actually I don't think they are Bs, considering most of them are construction workers in Singapore, more like IMMs. I seriously dislike them for one main reason, the way they look at girls. They look with this ji ko pek smile, then you see their eye balls go up and down, up and down. Mental rape. YUCK!

The wet area were initially infested with B and M. Rough, rowdy, pushing around. Totally regardless of whether there are people around, so it's TOO BAD~ if I hit you. But then again, it's like that for foam parties. Anyway, you can clearly notice the gals dodging towards their male friends whenever the Bs and Ms come near. Spoiled fun when you have to be on alert. Haiz. One B was pretending to dance, then he pretended to dance backwards. I mean if you danced forward and saw someone there, of course when you dance backwards you will be wary of the person in the same spot right?! He pretend to dance backwards and wanted to knock onto Sher, then before he could, I literally pushed him. Fuck you man, I am not gonna let my buddy's gal get groped. Not by a ugly B at least. Damn pissed. SPOILT FUN!

Then we moved to the dry area. More Bs. But they are not as rough and pushy. So fine, started to enjoy. But the dry area played mainly trance. SIAN! How you bloody dance to trance, I seriously do not know. The moments of emptiness, people just stop dancing and wait for the music to start. FUCK la. We rest when we want to. Anyway, maybe it's just me. I don't appreciate trance. I wanted to describe the Bs crowding round the stage with phone cams when the sexy ugly babes danced on it. But fuck it. Enough of them. I am wondering about one thing. I don't see them drink. So it just means that, they paid 26 bucks for a eye googling, hand groping session and get a free beer. I mean what else in the world can give you such shit?! A free beer with babes. KAO! And those who actually buy more drinks and contribute to the party's income are not them. So suggestion for clubs who wants to attract a better crowd. Since the drinks were like 8 bucks per cup, make it like 4 free drinks with cover of 50 bucks la. I wonder if they will still enter. This is to discriminate against pure gropers, thus making the place more fun.

And the F up thing was, the free drink last night was limited to beer, coke or sprite! WALAO. -.- Can't we combine tics and get a better one? To make things worse, they ran out of sprite! I can't drink coke and I hate beer. Talking about beer, the Beck's girl was hot! Only one. I don't go wow wow at any girls even if they don't dress much. But looking at her braces gave me an ouch feeling. She had nice hair and a mega watt smile and electrifying eyes. One smile and you'd get drunk. But whatever la. I don't feel very girl crazy these few days. I am in a gathering mood, where I wanna meet all my old friends. Friends whom I have not seen for some time.

I feel broke. Haiz. Left home with 220 bucks in wallet. Came home with 35 bucks. Fuck, where did all the money go to.