Thursday, October 26, 2006
Renewed Insights on Life- Mad Rantings
I had been in struggle for truth and religion and life since I was in my secondary school days. I guess it had been a coincidence lately that I both read the DaVinci Code (slow I know, but I got hold of the ebook and I read it.) and watched the movie, Silk. They struck a note in me. As much as I had been trying all these years to open my eyes to the world, I guess I still stuck in this particular point of history. I am stuck in a period of time of plateau-ed knowledge, stuck in a time where almost everything has a system of functioning and every being on Earth live and die just to fuel the system's existence. How many of us question the existence of such systems? The law, economic theories, Justice, Ethics, Religion. Philosphy, religion and science, what are their true purposes? I, for one, will admit I know not of such answers, for I am not great, I am not wise. You need knowledge on something to refute something. Similarly you need knowledge on something, to advocate something. I am but a mere mortal, thus the only fact I have in my brain is a sole word of "doubt".
How many of us seek alternate truths? How many of us seek alternate truths but yet choose to believe blindly what is existent in the current world? I had always been thinking, what if we are the ghosts and the ghosts we're afraid of, are the true living beings in the world? What if everyone of us is a being connected spiritually to another being stranded on another planet, and if they die, we die too. Spirits, souls, who justified their existence anyway. I live in a world of doubt and yet people carry on with their lives without intention to seek truths. They just live and live and live and die. To me, it is just a sad case of existence.
I WANT TO BE RICH! AND POWERFUL! I crave for it like any other mortal. I want it so badly. And I want it in the fastest possible way. I need money for my quest. I need power for my quest. I want to at least have some glimpse before I die...
Knowledge brings fear. So does the lack of it. Curiosity brings death, yet satisfy a hunger.
How many of us seek alternate truths? How many of us seek alternate truths but yet choose to believe blindly what is existent in the current world? I had always been thinking, what if we are the ghosts and the ghosts we're afraid of, are the true living beings in the world? What if everyone of us is a being connected spiritually to another being stranded on another planet, and if they die, we die too. Spirits, souls, who justified their existence anyway. I live in a world of doubt and yet people carry on with their lives without intention to seek truths. They just live and live and live and die. To me, it is just a sad case of existence.
I WANT TO BE RICH! AND POWERFUL! I crave for it like any other mortal. I want it so badly. And I want it in the fastest possible way. I need money for my quest. I need power for my quest. I want to at least have some glimpse before I die...
Knowledge brings fear. So does the lack of it. Curiosity brings death, yet satisfy a hunger.
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